I have a race that is now 17 days out. I have big feelings of dread.
It is as if, urm, well, like not only will I fail when running the thing, but EVERYBODY will fail. I have this deep forboding sense that something terrible will cause everybody there to wish, pray even, that they never bothered even to come to the race. I cannot explain it. Training does not seem to provide me any ease or comfort.
I don't know what it is, but this race is 17 days out and everybody is sorta maybe pretty much screwed.
I'm running somewhere tomorrow. It's going to be beautiful. I can't wait.
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