This is me: after reading this: http://www.ajc.com/metro/content/metro/cobb/stories/2009/04/10/chiropractor_nude_photos_blackmail.html Why? Because he is an ordain Buddhist monk, chiropractor, 4th dan in Bujinkan and Jinenkan, and my sensei. I'm just stunned... I haven't been going in the past months due to my traveling work schedule but still... He was one of the few people I looked up to for his smarts, zen-like perspective, and his fighting ability. This is so crazy.

I'm sure you are feeling a range of emotions and questioning many things. Remember the principles of your training, talk to others, continue training, continue running. Time will give you more perspective if not answers. I am truely sorry if it is true. I have gone through similar disillusionment in my training.