Very thoughtful RR - thanks for a good read!  Sorry you didn't have quite the race you were hoping for but you're a strong runner, and ran a good race.  And although you didn't get the cool weather you like, at least it wasn't humid or raining or snowing!    But a minor point:  I believe you left out the fashion report.

Thanks for the supportive comments; they're appreciated.   Writing a RR is a great excuse to take some time to reflect on this silly sport.

Walt--I thought a lot about your comment that I might be over-thinking the race.    I understand your point, but if I'm going to push myself I need to have a concrete goal in mind to stay focused.  "To get X, I must do Y." That's what helps me get past the discomfort.  Otherwise, without a concrete goal, it's a downward spiral... "Oh, I'll just ease up here a bit....I'll just take a little walk break at the water stop...I'll just have a nap here in the shade....Hey, I think that pub is open...."

 

Enke--I like your typical/atypical distinction.  You're right, so many things can go wrong in a marathon that, typically, at least one thing--if not more--does.  I was spoiled by my "perfect day" marathon at National last year!

 

Nono--yes, you're right; no stomach issues!  I did gag briefly just after the halfway point...but that was because the course looped back right past the line of porta-johns that were near the start and a breeze was blowing the wrong way.   

 

Carolyn--I'm the last person you want a fashion report from; typically frumpy and boring...but comfortable, which is all I care about.  Orange singlet, black shorts, black sweatband.

 

Ironically, after a "meh" day for my supposed "A" race, I'm sort of getting psyched up for Boston, which I previously had mixed feelings about.  I won't get too worked up until I see a weather forecast, though.  But regardless of the weather, I plan to have fun!