Notes
I have sat on this race a couple of days because I just wanted to spend time on reflecting it and trying to figure out how I feel about it and what I want to do for the next race. I am defiantly not beating myself up about the race because from my experience I have come to a conclusion that being upset won't help at all. I think the race was a step in the right direction from what I had at the beginning of the year. However, I am much better than what I ran. I am a tremendous runner in the best shape of my life and my brain just needs to realize that. Also, I can't be afraid or think I am not a certain number or whatever. Those thoughts have held me back sooooo much in my career, where I need to stop thinking like that. My goal is to use this week to build and have that swagger I should have when I step on the course. Also, NO FAKING IT ANYMORE it wont get me that far this year and in my life.