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40:11 at ECAV, they closed at 9:10 so jenny and i went to the mueller center to finish. went a little over because jenny wasnt done yet. for the last 50 minutes at the mueller center i made sure my rpms were around 88-92, the last 15 minutes i picked it up at around 97-99 rpms.
i really hate biking. and everything right now. it seems like the more i care the worse things get. i feel like the stupid phrase "i was lost and now im found" is backwards right now. i was happiest my freshman year and i really liked myself and the last two years have destroyed me. this is so frustrating and upsetting and i just want to drop out and be done with everything and get back to the me i was before. ok, rant over. i need a diary or something, this is not the place to rant all the time. blahhhhh feelings