Notes
So yeah. Felt pretty good today. Again. My legs were tired, but I did work pretty hard yesterday. And I would have worked harder today, had I not been with the slow group. I mean, I was ready to just be like "Peace out, I'm going to go do a rabbit run by myself" it was so bad. They weren't even rabbiting, and then they stopped and walked at one point (after we left Alex and Kristen), and yeah, I was just getting really frustrated. So I really had to do something hard, just to feel better about today and everything that happened, so I ran a 1200. I was going to run a mile, but then a soccer team got there, and the last thing I want is a bunch of kids staring at me while I'm like dying around the track. But at least it was faster than yesterday, and the day before that, and yeah, this is a trend that I can start to work with. And I'm so not running with that group anymore. Because even though they need someone to motivate them, I need to improve myself, because now it's looking like I may be able to come back. Maybe. I have one month to the day. And what will help the team more? Me possibly running in regionals, or me slacking off with a group that really does not care in the first place. Yeah, I think so too.
I just wish I could lose some damn weight. Like, I just FEEL fat, whether I look it or not. And I know I'd be faster sans six, seven, or maybe ten pounds. Grrrr.