Notes
This was an unusual run in terms of purpose. I did not know what I was after in this run. I took things as they came improvising on the spot but also slightly frustrated with the pain on the toe joint to start with. It is not a good feeling for a runner to have to think of pain and more pain when even the run has not started. From first steps I felt the pain on the toe and ignored it because I am not any closer in accepting my running days are over. I think there is some more life in my running days. So, I take a deep breath and run.
This is what I did today. However, emotionally I felt a bit overwhelmed by the whole thing and run without specific goals or workout. I just run but I felt a bit confused and questioned many things in mind. The mind does this. So, for last couple of miles I have enough and just run without thinking without worrying without contemplating my running future. The more I was running the more 'poison' and frustration was coming out of my body and soul. I need running so much. I believe that God will help me to continue running, for better for worse running has become my life and I cannot think myself without it. So, I run 6 miles. It was tough but rewarding.