Notes
Work has been really busy these days and I've gotten really frustrated with myself with how I've been training. Got a minor break today, but the rest of the week is hectic. It's just so disappointing to see my goal for the marathon continually downgraded. Honestly, just currently aiming to finish (with a BQ) which is so frustrating because I had my heart set on racing it. Extremely mad at myself with how this year went, I wanted do much more like sub-35:30. Currently, I'm miles from being that fit. I'm very upset at myself, but I have to wonder how much of it is truly my fault and how much of it was unavoidable due to the circumstances I am in....Tired of being so stressed and tired. Wish I could say I've learned something from all of this, but instead I'm just bitter at the world. Just gotta get through Sunday and do some serious re-evaluating :/