Notes
Strugs I felt like I had cement legs but what a beautiful day. Not gonna lie, running motivation is very very low rn. At the end of the school year I had all these hopes of being somewhere near as fast as I was in high school but I must say that those hopes have sort of faded. Maybe it's because I'm not with the team but lately I have just been feeling like I just want to run for enjoyment. I put my heart and soul into running in high school and it was very rewarding but I kinda feel like my heart and soul have a lot of other places to be now. IDK IDK IDK we'll see what happens. Getting iron tested Aug 19th, my 1 day in Hinsdale before school.
Today at work Wil (my manager's manager so I guess also my manager) tried for the second time to convince me to drop out of school. And I was like "Let me tell ya Wil, that is a very tempting suggestion!!!!" If I wasn't going into a career with summers off so I can travel and experience the world I am 89% sure I would drop out of school and take a break before continuing. There is just so much to do and see! I hate the feeling that I am rushing through life just getting an education to get a career to be financially secure to have kids to send them to college etc. I need to slow down and enjoy my life. Alright bye sorry for so many thoughts lately I've just been doing a lot of deep thinking