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i have always seen things different and it has played both negetively and positively in my life. on this run...not only did i revisit the thought...which i often do on my runs but...but i was empowered by it. and that feeling of odd one out i've been slowly killing off? it's gone...it's just fuckin gone. and this is just one example of a change that has taken place here.
i am not the same personally as i was at any point in time...even a day ago...and hour ago...minute...
that statement above does not translate well to the profoundness of the conclusion but indeed it is the very bottom of it. as you read that...you can't experience it. but i can and i can just sit back and see...in great depth. this whole life of mine. it's like sittin at a fuckin movie. it is fucking awesome. and so...
on with the show.