Notes
Down at 6. Nice full body roll after not saving it. Wrists hurt for about 30 seconds after the obliviatic duh.
Mind has been wondering off making up stories about everything other than what is. That's what causes a fall for me out here...however, the fall brings on a state of no thought all action in the moment it happens in it's purest form so it can be experienced. The mind simply can't exist in that state. Only after the moment passes does the mind seep back in to interpret what happened...then make up all sorts of feelings about it. Stories. All bullshit.
Even this as I state it now...is nothing but thinking and interpretation. All of it is untrue. So truth is the absence of thought. And everything I think I will do and everything I think I have done is a made up story. This would have to be the case...but I am thinking about it so I don't know.
Fuck you.