Notes
Liquid IV test.
Needs more testing. However this run was faster and felt less effort.
Really this just further concludes the fact that my running has nothing to do with me at all and is all a result of accidental circumstances that are not of my control. The only constant is the presence of a desire to run or the desire to not run spectrum based again on accidental circumstances. I am not accomplishing anything. I am not acquiring anything.
If there has to be a something else to make a run conform into what I want...then it is not me that is running. This why all the congratulations I received for whatever I've done felt undeserving...because they were. What a charade.
There is no carrot...not in here and certainly not out there. I made it all up.