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w/slick and ally for 6...then one with leach and slick before they went to work down 109...then i fell of the cliff with myself.
i keep saying i need to be careful in a group setting but i just don't fucking want to...and i almost find it impossible at the moment...even if i don't fuel...the feed off i seem to be getting just by having people around is outweighing the fact that i have an empty tank. the only thing i can think of is that i'm getting a dopamine hit from not being alone? it's gotta be chemical. i'm a fucking lunatic.
calf was better today but still very present...wonder what tomorrow will bring. i am due for a slog...perhaps i should have 13 beers tonight...one for every mile i'm allowed.