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motivation zero right fuckin here. fuck me. 6 hours to do something i had absolutely no desire to do is good training for stupid bullshit. i spent the whole ride pissed at the wind...pissed at the world...and pissed at life. there was no reason for it that i can say. i am just fuckin pissed...i have no fuckin desire for anything really. clearly i am goin through some form of depression. clearly. and paraniod delusions of shit...people shit. it's all shit. and i've seen it before and it goes away and it will again and i've said enough.
fuck you.