Notes
yet another failed 20...the run was enjoyable till 11+...and then...it wasn't...like slap fast. it was a vallant effort to hold on but i shut down .5 away from much needed water at hannafords..."fuck you! fuck this!" right on main st. and actually that was the 3rd tantrum at this point and...
then it hit me that none of this shit even matters...
my self likes to suffer so it makes a mountain out of a black hole...
it won't get me to this point again.