Day 5 - I went back to work today. I hope that takes the edge off a little. My leg keep shaking...bouncing...up and down, almost twitching. The withdrawls are bad this time...I just feel like I need one little hit...just to make it through the day. How the F am I going to do this for 9 more days? I think when I get off work at 5...that will be the hardest time. The habit dies hard. I'm so used to getting my fix in after work. Calms the nerves from a tough day....makes it better when I get home. Make the demons stop!

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no' Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go I'd rather be at home with Ray I ain't got seventy days Cause there's nothing There's nothing you can teach me That I can't learn from Mr Hathaway I didn't get a lot in class But I know it don't come in a shot glass They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no' Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go The man said 'why do you think you here' I said 'I got no idea I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby so I always keep a bottle near' He said 'I just think your depressed, kiss me here baby and go rest' They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no' Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go I don't ever wanna drink again I just ooh I just need a friend I'm not gonna spend ten weeks have everyone think I'm on the mend It's not just my pride It's just 'til these tears have dried They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no' Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go

Just run, baby.

Not Yet

Plus, it's a beautiful day out. Spring-like, even. Yep, the kind of day that makes even the smallest run an intoxicating experience.

Oh and, Thunder... it gets easier. Go swim.

I'm tired of all the whining around here about not getting to run!!! Go view my log; you'll feel much better.

I'm tired of all the whining around here about not getting to run!!! Go view my log; you'll feel much better.

Um, yea, so... you actually have runs logged. Quit your whining about our whining!!

Y'all are all a bunch of goddam whiners. Especially Andrew. He wants to run and is not running and then complaining about a decision that he made. This makes no sense to me.

Dude, sometimes you got to do stuff you don't wanna do...because you know it will make things better. Did you want to cut your long hair? No. But you knew it would help you get a jobby job. So you did it. So piss off hippie, or I'll smack you around on the disc golf course again!