Notes
Another great easy run. I love it when easy runs become really easy. I did 6 miles at a pretty comfortable pace. I do not have to look at the Garmin, my body takes me through the journey. Today is cloudy with a slight chill in the air. For some reason my toe joint must like this weather as not once bothered me during my run! A bonus indeed when this happens.
Running is good nowadays without extremes and very fulfilling. I get on so well with my body that I have started almost having second thoughts about the operation. This time though I must need done. If I cancel it NHS will never give me the opportunity again. This is the 3rd time I have postponed it. The truth is I am really scared of what the Dr is going to do to my foot. He did tell me that the reason he will perform the operation is from a completely different approach to mine. I want it so I can run without pain whereas he is doing this to rectify the problem but strongly prompts me to stop running. It is so ironic that Drs need to think that way. I am not sure about it all but I have no other option as the pain is excruciating when niggles me and is going to get worse with time.
So, here we are in the full circle of things. I need to live in 'THE NOW' and this is all I can do.