Notes
Haha. So today was like a BS day. We ran in 4:00 intervals, and did pushups/props inbetween. Well, we only did real pushups when I was leading instead of Coach S. Who ran with us, which was pretty cool. Well, he didn't really run with us too much, but still, he gave it a shot, and did the pushups and stuff inbetween, which was a pretty cool thing to do. Haha, he even cut off two of the intervals. I was like, what, not so easy now, is it? But whatever. I was proud of him. That may sound dumb, but I thought it was cool. But yeah, I was kind of pissed off that I didn't run with the A girls, because the B girls run soooooo slow and don't even try and I had to keep the group together and no one could keep up. It's pretty messed up, because I've been doing like nothing for 6 weeks and they've been practicing every day. There is no reason for me to be faster. I should be getting my butt kicked. But whatever. I think I might try to run with the A girls from now on, because they at least try. And sure, I will be the slowest one there, but at least I won't be holding anything back.
But if not anything else, today was a good confidence booster. To know that maybe working with Sarah is paying off is a great thing to realize, because it's about time that I get some effort rewarded. I've given too much to be forever stuck in mediocrity for my last stand to be a complete waste. I really don't know if I can take any more disappointment.