Notes
I have no idea how much I ran. I just ran as fast as I could for like 50 minutes to punish myself for not being tired after the two.
Although it still wasn't very punishing because I wasn't even tired after that.
What does it take? Grrrrrrrrr. I'm really about to the point of hating myself. I had enough energy to run 10-15 seconds faster, I know that for sure. I just felt like I was going to hurl. Like, I could taste the acid at the back of my mouth. And then I started like inhaling it and it was not cool. But man, to have scored, that would have been awesome. And to have broken 13:00 like I wanted, that would have been icing on the cake.
And I could have done it. I really could have done it. I'm never forgiving myself for that. God.